for a moment, we turn to rarity. it was atleast over a year ago that she and facy pants to be married.
but an argument started and everything started crashing down.
yes she has some regret not taking in spike's offer.
she would never allow ANYONE to know this. she sucked it up. and made the preparations to applejack's wedding.
the dress, the make up, the hiring of a caterer, the works.
she did this because she does, truely love spike. and aj is her dearest friend.
when herself and her friends were aloud to see the baby, the moment she saw applejack and spike, happier than anything in the entire cosmos...
her heart couldn't take it. - she turn and walked off as fast as she could.
thoughts run down like a flood. thoughts of fancy pants, thoughts of aj and spike with their first born child.
her heart cracking, as it runs down in her mind.
....her emotions get the best of her, as hot tears start to run down her cheeks.
the pain in her heart is worse than any possible death. worse than hell. or any sort of punishment.
the festering jealously she knew too well was screaming at her. telling her that this hill billy hick didn't deserve such perfect happiness. but she wont allow it to make her feel this way...
but deep down, she really felt like this...she felt truly alone now...
for some love is a gift. to find that one person to make life worth living...
then there is the lonely. for no matter their efforts of love, would never be noticed. or, they would be used, cheated...sometimes their partner would just stop loving them